To Keep : Being an adult

Let me be an adult for a moment…

This will sound boring, complaining, regretting, and any of adult people would have…

Well.. tired… that’s what I’m feeling these days… I don’t know… with all these craps.. those adult problem issues…. Damn it… I hate being an adult…

I miss being depending, I miss being following..

I’m sick of being independent, I’m sick of leading…



I’m tired being “super”…

I’ve asked you God..

Several times… are you sure it’s me??

Are you sure giving it all to me?? A person like me??

I’m not ready for this God… I’m not sure, but I’m not ready..

I’m scared…

I’ve tried… but I’m tired..

Ain’t it too early for me?...

Some say.. “you should have been proud of yourself and, bla.. bla.. bla.. “

Thanks guys… you do really encourage me , thanks in advance for that… it works…

BUT..

The fact is that today… I’m tired…

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I cry too..