To Share : Don't Go!

*Spirited soul mode on*

Belakangan ini, entah kenapa dunia gwe, brasa hampaaaa banget.. Hmmm…. Bukannya hampa sih… I just kinda uncomfortable with everything involved in my times of living. Entahlah.. *sinetron mode on*

I swear…. Every second that I live, every breathe that I take… ga brasa… I did, do and am doing everything , looks busy and as if I’m busy… but semua yang gwe lakuin ga brasa apa2… doesn’t mean ga ngehasilin apa2… on behalf, I’m happy though.. kerjaan sedikit2 selese… but deep inside.. ya itu.. ga berasa… I swear.. lately I feel like I’m in zombie mode…. Mati rasa.

Kenapa?? Don’t ask me… coz I myself have no idea at all about it… kenapa ya… have you ever been on this sort of situation pals??



Entah karena apa ya… apa karena kebanyakan ngeluh for being an adult,, entah juga karena masalah2 cliché sputar orang dewasa,… entahlah ….*sinetron lagi..*

And I feel like I’m losing my Ellyness… I’m missing the yesterday elly…. I swear… I really miss her…. Where did she go?...

I know people changed,, we can’t deny it… but I don’t wanna change….

God.. please don’t let elly go… just make her stay here with me…. ^^

I miss her laugh…. I miss her stupidity… I miss the way she annoys people… I miss her spirited soul… I miss her optimism… I miss her dreams … I miss her i-don’t-give-a-damn thing… I miss her brave… I miss her motivated life… I miss her tough thought… I miss her unpredictable shocking idea of life…I miss the way she loves someone in silly way… I miss her volunteering work.. I miss her energetic moves…
I just miss her…

Bring back her please…. :")

Baiklah… *lagi lagi sinetron mode on*

Let’s lock the door and don’t let elly go..

YOU GOTTA STAY WITH ME GIRL!!! … I promise… I won’t let you go again… we can be the extraordinary adult… without losing usness (read : ke-kita-an)