To Keep : Had i known how to save a life?

Kak Ade,


Heyyy udah lama ga ngirim email... sekarang ely lewat postingan aja yaa... ^^ dah ngeblog lagi sekarang ely... gimana nasib www.geekzy.net? kok kosong ^^
Muuph ya ka... ely baru tau tadi pagi dari eka... ini semua karena self-ego ely yang tinggi.... f**k this gengsi... >_< bisa2nya ely ga pernah nanyain kabar... bisa2nya kalu kak ade online, ely diemin... bisa2nya ely ngilangin semua your contact. Jadinya gini kan.. i'm late for everything.... T_T


Tadi ely ke RS, tapi kak ade nya masih tidur aja.... cepet bangun ya ka... sebel ely dengerin suara mesin mulu.. pen denger hinaan n petuah ka ade... ^^. 

Itu selang banyak banget ya nempel... kek autobots.. heheh :D tapi tetep.. keren kok.. ^^ sakit ya?? keknya sakit banget napas lewat selang. Tadi kata suster, jangan dilawan... diikutin aja alatnya ka.. biar napasnya ga sesesek kemaren ^^. n alatnya biar bisa cepet dilepas. ^^


Hmmm my tips.. kalu sakit napas pake selang... anggep aja kak ade lagi snorkeling gituh dimana... hehehe ^^

anyway... gantengan botak.... tadi udah gondrong tuh.. makanya cepet bangun... sembuh... trus sehat... biar bisa potong rambut... heheh XD katanya Viva Botak... ^^


I don't wanna know... next time i meet you..  i don't wanna meet you on autobot costume >_< kerenan programmer kalii kak.... ^^ geek itu seksi.... ^^
hayooo cepetan bangun.... i don't know where you are now.. lagi ngapain sama Allah.. kalu lagi jalan2 sama Allah... or maybe one of His angel.. coba rayu donk ka.... bilang.... minta diperpanjang izin tinggal di dunianya... ^^ masih banyak yang pengen spend time with you.... we miss you ka ^^


You always know i'm not so good with words, but i hope you felt that i was there... wanting you keep struggling... to be alive and make us happy again... as always.... ^^


Ayoo donk.... bangun... sembuh yaa... next time i visit you.. promise you'd be awake... ^^ 
I think that's it for now.. as always... stay good and healthy ^^. i know you're strong.. you always are... ^^


p/s : you said whenever i need someone to share, i could know where i can find you... so.. bangun yaa... biar i can always know where to find you... ^^


Elly,-


Behold this night, still and clear
You look here just like an angel sleeping
I wish I could ease your fears
I would catch the diamond tears you're weeping
In your eyes I would hide
By your side I could defy
The forces tearing us apart...